Being a special needs mom is an experience beyond your wildest dreams that's for sure. It's hard and emotional and it makes your soul older than it should faster than you thought possible.
There are some who will grow up without anything and rise to someone with everything. Others will have everything and lose it all... this is life and you have to grasp it in a way that wont damage your opinions on the greater good in the world.
The music soothes her in a way nothing else can.... I've learned so much in the last 3 years as her mother. She is my little light when there is nothing but darkness and she doesn't even know it. She loves music, more than anyone I have ever met.
She is so happy outside we try our best to do most things outdoors.... Yes we all have days that are harder to tackle than others but so far in the famous words of Ice Cube "Today was a good day."
Together we will climb this mountain high, we will push the limits unlike the others, you and I. We will make footprints as we go, and together we will cherish the adventures of this wilderness show.
We want to raise them into the Kings and Queens of this world that we know they can be. We as parents want to instill a great life for those little people that we brought into the world. So we conquer the day and succeed at life for them and for ourselves.... We kick ass and repeat.
I call myself a " helicopter mom"... Most people will look at a situation in life and if it's too hard they will walk away from it. At times depending on the given situation that one action of walking away can make it worse.
I've got 99 problems and bags under my eyes for days but here I am doing what good I can. I hope you feel good about the great things you do. If not, please take a moment to close your eyes and tell yourself thank you if no one else has.